Happy 50th Birthday to my best friend!!

Today, Sept 30th, I  celebrate my 50th birthday. I thought I would want to push it away, but  instead it feels really amazing. SURPRISE…..the party is happening within me .  To me, 50  looks like five interconnected golded rings.  It's sound is the sustaining notes of the  " FIVE GOLDEN RINGS" of  "The 12 days of Christmas".

 Fifty is  is a doorway ………

And I though it was going to be a bummer..hahahhhahahahaha!!

 When I look in the mirror now, my best friend looks back at me. As I play with my reflection, I wonder how I can keep my skin looking young and fresh and then we (me and myself in the mirror) have a great laugh. We know it doesn't matter and I also wonder for the fun of it what else is possible? Can the body regenerate and last much longer than we thought if the conditions of it's existence change? I wonder about this because I want to know if I have been limiting my choices.  So far, what I am noticing is that as I  open to my true authentic being, I care less about aging and yet I look and feel younger.  I gave myself the gift of a facial for my birthday LOL. Honestly it just appeared to me as an option that felt super nurturing and I wanted to give my best friend an awesome gift. 

 Each of the afore mentioned five golden rings also have gifts for me …gifts of love. This is what I see as I jump through each  ring and align with the one who is receiving  …..

Gifts of expression: A wondrous Carousel ride... with many friends spiralling  around like dolphins, singing and eating hand made chocolate truffles. A Cups Flash mob….if you know how do the cups from the movie "Pitch Perfect"..you are IN. Singers and dancers also welcome. Lot of singing and dancing and playing comes through this golden ring of delight.

Romance….a glass of wine shared with the beloved of my heart as we arise in love through physical pleasure and unified heart field. This is a relationship of the heart. A natural outcome of this golden ring.

Deep purpose immersion…. travelling together in pods all over the planet.  Opening to love in deep playtime. More singing and dancing and swimming and joy. Assisting humanity through quantum play journeys.

Optimal health…. body holds nothing..stores nothing….not controlled by anything..free to be a body as an instrument .  No struggle or questions. The body shows me what it needs and it is given.  Easy peasy!

Gifts of unexpected adundances…..de-linking from the idea that money comes from hard working and aligning with all abundances as a birthright. Yummy!!

I say YES To all of it! OR better! I say YES to letting all of the golden rings show me who I am…for real!

When I came here to this planet 50 years ago,  I said to myself "NEVER AGAIN".  What I meant is that I would not suffer from a false identity. I would not be the fool or be fooled by what I see and hear. I am here to be me… to be my pure angelic heart.  I am here to go way beyond the life of my dreams! Each one of the 5 golden rings is a fast track to love . 

   I am so grateful for my divine heart! 

Extracting the effort out of active lives!

September , the month of new beginnings. 
The start of a school year and the start of new activities are all part of a yearly cycle of playtime that can also be a cycle of stress. As we approach these activities, how can we extract the effort that goes along with getting us there? How can we step into a version of ourselves that knows how to be in the activeness of life at peace. Stressing to get somewhere in order to settle into and recognize ease, creates a cycle of stress, no stress. Is this starting to sound familiar? We give the body the idea that we need stress in order to have peace. This is how and why we keep effort alive. Peace becomes a result of effort and the effort provides us with a purpose. It is such a convoluted sense of purpose that it seems to make sense. We create effort in order to have a purpose…….but WE ARE THE PURPOSE. The Dhali Lama is quoted as  saying,  "the world doesn't need more successful people, it needs more love "


When we can withdraw the idea of effort , then we invite ourselves into a vibrational life model that is no longer bound by thought that creates made up purpose. The effort that we feel is a result of making up jobs for ourselves. These jobs create busy work and the busy work distracts us from the love that we are, which remember is the purpose. This is not something that we can think into creation and therefore the mind can never get us there. When we open up and receive our own unique tones and frequencies, we make a vibrational shift and everything in our external world opens up to reflect that change. Doors are opened and we begin to see things that were always there but out of our sight because we were not in a resonance that allowed us to see . By changing our tuning, we realize that we are "the creators" not "the creation. " A few month ago I had a really neat experience of this tuning change. I went to a music festival where I danced myself open . I felt my body flourish and shift into effervescent joy . In this state of openness, I walked over to the same place I had been earlier and noticed an entire market that I had not seen . This was not a big festival and should have easily been noticeable to me but I could not see it. I wasn't yet available for it and for what it had to offer. Once I opened to receive the sensual nature of my innate self, the market place revealed to me the clothing to support this expression. I felt like I had expanded and there was more air available and it was breathing me. 

There is channel within each of us that is already connected to our own unique master plan. We are not locked into anything ever. . We are free to access this master plan! Revelations like the one I describe above happen to me all the time. As I open to receive me, more is revealed. The deeper I receive myself , the more I can see. Everytime I make a vibrational shift , it feels like a part of the earth under me opens up and everything gets bigger.  It's like all of a sudden I can take in more and more is revealed to me. Buildings I had not even seen before suddenly become visible. Places I hadn't know about suddenly become available . New people appear in my life. As I walk down the street in an area I have walked multiple times, I see new houses, and even new streets .

The universe is a dynamic place and everything is constantly in motion. When we live in a constant state of receiving and letting go, creating and recreating, we become dynamic too.
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Peace is possible NOW

Join with us Sept 11th at 5:00pm PST 

International Peace Days (Sept 11th -21st)

The shock of the destruction and trauma created on Sept 11, 2001, is still alive in many of us. Carrying this forward makes us feel vulnerable and unsafe. Through recognition of the fear, we create a different way to live. We loosen the heaviness which keeps us closed down. 

…………. merge into the resilient consciousness of oneness.

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Travel with us to Sedona Arizona Nov 16th- 23rd. 

As we hike, sing, dance, breath, meditate  and explore, you will be receiving light activations that will  reawaken dormant strands of DNA. You will be turned on to your own unique optimal health, vitality, expression and purpose.  Permanent life changing shifts are available for all in attendance. 

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For those who would love a Sedona like experience without leaving home , join us for our tele-seminar series called "Opening to Everything"

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Are you brave enough to get rid of Grandma's china?

 It's time to EMPTY THE CART beautifuls!

When we attempt to put more stuff in a full cart, it falls out and tumbles away. The bummer is that most of the stuff in the cart, taking up valuable space, is junk. It is time to  clean out all of our  old 'stuff' so that we can become  receivers of the new. We don't need to stock pile and save stuff.

Sweet beloved friends, today is the only day that matters ever. Even grandma's china, grandpa's watch, or  old uncle Henry's antique table keeps you anchored to a system of old information about who you are. If you love the china or the the watch or the table and it resonates with you and makes you feel light hearted, then it is serving you now as a tool to know the you that you truly are.(long run on sentence ...but necessary). If it is not an object of love, it is anchoring you down and might as well be a ball and chain. You stuff is not your friend unless it is in motion and energizing your life.

The memorabilia from your childhood and your children's childhood is just stuff. Stuff that was created as a tool to express who we were at that point on our evolution, is still just stuff. Once it is created, and no longer serves a purpose, it can be released just like a sand castle is washed away with each tide. We can let it go and re -create. If something you created is hanging on your wall and you love it, then it is still assisting you and walking with you but  if it is dull and flat and done and it is there to please somebody else, please tak'er down and put 'er at the curb with a "take me I'm free sign". Or an even better sign might be , " for the love of God take this stuff so that I can be free to be me."  It's just stuff. Once you create space in your cart, it will begin to fill up with juicy delights that will nourish your path. Doesn't that sound yummy?

"Flat Anatara" and "Flat Kiala "shopping for delicious delights!

When My mother passed away almost two years ago, I cleaned out her apartment and gave everything away. At first ,I hauled some of her items home . Some I enjoyed, some I thought other family members would appreciate and some I thought should be kept. In the end, it only created a lot of busy work for an already exhausted version of myself at that time.  In time, I gave it all away. All of it except for a pair of dragon fly earrings that I happen to love. A love for the freedom that the dragon fly represented for both myself and my mother.  When I wear them, I wear freedom. My mothers stuff was not her, it was just a representation of what gave her comfort in this life. It was the stuff that represented who she thought she was. If I had held on to that version of her to give me comfort, then I would have stopped expanding into the me that I have now become. My mother would never have wanted that for me anymore than  your departed loved ones would want to incarcerate you with their stuff. I invite you to let it go. Use it and love it  or sell it or give it away. It isn't you!!

This is my invitation to everyone………..clean out the basement, the garage, the storage lockers, the books, the cars, the clothes………...even the house if that applies to you……. and watch how your old emotional content starts to bubble up and leave. It has no other choice. Once you let go of the anchor, you start to feel so much lighter and all the relationships around you reflect your light!!

A few months ago, I enrolled in a 6 month Quantum Energy Mastery program and paid $2000  upfront in  non refundable cash.  A month into it, I realized that it was complete for me. Rather than pull myself  backwards through a camels ass (I made up that expression) because I paid for the course, I resigned  and asked my higher self to transfer all of the energy of the $2000 into the next evolution of myself.  I let go of $2000 just like that and walked into the next chapter. Within a week all the money came back to me with an additional $100 to boot!!I was able to sell the course to a friend for $1500 and revenue Canada unexpectedly deposited over $600 in my account.

When your cart is spacious, you can constantly bring in new delights to enjoy and then let them go and enjoy more new delights and then let them go and enjoy more new delights…..this is what  I call sustainability. It is a new perception of sustainability based on everything being in motion.

Let go  and evolve effortlessly into a you that is sustainable and can manifest anything really quickly. The more that we understand and know about instant manifestation, which is another word for sustainability, the more easily that we will choose to let go and re create without judgement or fear. It is all here , we just have to open and receive a version of ourselves that knows where it all exists.

Quantum play journeys is offering two more free tele-classes to assist you to empty your JUNK and have a joy ride with AWESOME!! Our last FREE class was such a brilliant success and that we felt compelled to offer two more.

Join us Aug 28th or Sept 11th, 2014 at 5 pm PST. 

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FREE TELE-CLASS Aug 14th, 2014

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Have you ever noticed that when you keep doing the same thing, you get the same results? Join us, let's see what can change. Let's find out what's possible when we step out into the new ! Become the person who no longer needs the problem!
JOIN us for an amazing broadcast of RECEPTIVITY. Rewire your antennae AND STOP EFFORTING YOUR LIFE. Start RECEIVING INTO EXISTENCE!! 

WHY this class and why NOW? If you are feeling called to this broadcast it is because you have been anticipating receiving yourself through this venue. It is the perfect recipe , the supreme alchemy that has been gathering momentum patiently. NOW it is ready! Let's go! Let's do this! Let's live magnificent lives. It is what we came here for!!

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If I can do it, so can you!

One year ago today, as my West Jet flight circled above the Vancouver airport , my heart pounded so loudly  it sounded like another jet engine.  I was about to launch myself into a new life, a new world and a more expanded version of  me . Let's  face it, I came here to live big. As we circled above the newness that was yet to be revealed to me, I said to myself, "imagine what your life will be like in one year from now. " This simple statement gave me the courage to step off the plane! I followed my heart with what I knew in that moment. I had one nights lodging and a 19 year old college daughter to greet me.  I knew what I knew, no more and no less. It was enough to get started.  We never have to know the whole picture. That's GOD/Creator/ Higher Self/Universes job. All we need is the  courageous to step out knowing the bit that we do know and letting the rest be revealed.

Holy Crap what an amazing year it has been!

To say I am not the same person who stepped off that plane would be the understatement of the year. I won't bore you with a list but if you are interested in my adventures , I invite you to read previous blog posts.

Now it's time to Celebrate!! Yeah me. I am a being of great courage, kindness, love and bubbly joy. Everyday I open more to the beautiful potency of who it is possible for me to become. 

THREE CHEERS FOR ME!  Hip hip hooray! Hip hip hooray! Hip hip hooray!!

If I can do it, so can you!

What are you celebrating today? Who is the you that wants to know the expression of making a fool out of yourself  for love. I mean the jump up and down kind of of awesomeness that says YIPPEEEEEE, I found a  shiny coin.  YOU CAME HERE TO LIVE AN AWESOME LIFE. Are you ready to get the ball rolling?

My colleague and long friend Anatara Buckely and I are hosting a FREE TELE-CLASS August 15th, 2014 at 5:00pm PST. 

What are you stepping off into right now that has your heart pounding? What are you not stepping off into that is creating anxiety, depression and pain?  Does your business need a boost?  Are you stuck in a relationship?  Are you ready for a carriere change?  Are you struggling with a body image?  Are you in physical pain? Are you in the " I just don't even know what I want" category? As you become a receiver of the vibration that is your innate, natural state, the whole universe moves in to assist you. As you choose a new direction, everything can and will be revealed.

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Let's see how we can guide you to bring in the  highest potential of a you that is ready and ripe to be embodied and embraced. Once you let go of the limitations that are holding you back,  you are free. You don't need to crash , go broke or get sick to get your own attention.  Money, optimal health and well being, travels and heart felt relationship are all our birthrights! 

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Receptivity….say yes to the dress

Six days ago I created  a program called "30 days of Momentum". You see, I realized that it was time to become a receiver of the gifts that the universe has for me. I am talking about turning up the volume on Possibilities baby! Quantum Physics is the study of possibility. Quantum energy is about living in possibility. BUT NOTHING CAN HAPPEN IF YOUR RECEPTIVITY IS LOCKED DOWN OR SET to good enough. 

"Open up and receive "is the name of this game. It is a game with no rules because the possibilities are unlimited and it keeps re-inventing itself. How cool is that ?  Each morning I take a small of paper and write on it, "30 Days of Momentun Day # ". Beneath this I write questions like Show Me? and Whatcha got for me today? What do I want to create today? How much love can I be now? Who wants play with me? Everyday, there are different questions.  You see it is all about receive myself into existence. To be clear, I am here to some degree but there is SO MUCH MORE and let's face it,  I am a YES to everything that wants to be given to me.  This is what I call fun!

It is our birth right and natural state to be in the having it all mode because we are it all.  This is real manifestation and not a projection of what your mind thinks it wants. What you think you want is often a by product of who you think you are, based in what you were told.  I am no longer attempting to create anything as a projection of my mind, so the game is getting even juicier. 

The first gift I received was a new wardrobe. Some of my costumes (clothes) were outgrown and did not have the vibrancy to support my life now and so I let them go. Feeling a bit under dressed in my Hawaii garb, I went out for groceries and returned with $500 of new clothing. That was a great surprise and now I not only look great (cute factor went way up lol) but I feel great.  The clothes are  a tool that presented to support me as a divine instrument. The colors and fabrics are perfect. You might think, "well that is fine for you because you have the money to do it." Well actually, I have some money now but I have no idea what will sustain my future. I don't have a pension and I am living now on what I created in the last chapter of my life. I constantly resist the urge to create a financial plan and strategy and instead move into infinite intelligent quantum reality. Receiving something as simple as new clothes when they appear , is sustaining the future because we become "living receptivity." The women in the clothing store were amazing and we had allot of fun outfitting me. Although I used my own credit card to pay for the goods, the flow of the quantum field in and around me felt limitless. I knew that I was creating a flow of sustainable abundance by saying "YES TO THE DRESS. "

If you are thinking that the sub title to this blog should be" the stupid women's guide to being a millionaire, you are right!! My dumb down is opening up a new pathway to financial fluidity Mmmm sounds like a great book title.  More on that another day. 

Getting back to the 30 days of momentum, sometimes, the gift is a stored/ suppressed emotion or a pain or discomfort in the body. WHO WANTS THAT RIGHT? It is like a persistent UPS deliver person intent on delivering it's package. If we run from it, it goes back into storage in the body and we get the same results with life.  The same loops play. The same relationships show up. The same financial patterns occurs. The same health issues pop up. The trick is to look at in the eye without any analysis and ask it, "whatcha got for me." It is GOD/CREATOR energy no matter what it is  and it is unlikely that you can chase it away or ignore it into not existing. Imagine what it would feel like to be ignored into not existing. NO FUN RIGHT? When we get deeply relaxed into the body and ask the energy ,"whats up", it gives it's message and is gone.  Quantum energy transformation is a great tool to have a look at what comes through and consistently produces great results. It helps us to put the full expression of ourselves back into our lives. It is never as scary as you think to face the messenger.  The mind can't process stored emotion so don't even bother trying. This is why therapy doesn't work.  The divine mind, which engages all of your 70 trillion cells , can move energy at 4 million bits per second and can handle anything.  

As the debris clears from the body more fun stuff shows up and as more fun stuff shows up the body clears more debris spontaneously.  I still don't know which comes first, the chicken or the egg  but who cares! You can spontaneous shift stored energy just by dancing with awareness. Singing with awareness, Listening with awareness. This happens to me all the time . TO THE WOMEN  WHO READ THIS BLOG, HOT FLASHES ARE JUST YOUR BODY BURNING STUFF UP.  Next time you experience this heat, call it in. Tell it you are a "go all the way girl" and let it amp up and serve you. This is cheap and effective quantum guidance but you can't be standing outside your own body watching because you don't like the heat. Get in there and have a sauna and let the old stuff go. It's doing it's best to help you.

Had another awesome experience on day 3 and 4 because of the receptivity thing. I saw a flyer for a music festival in Duncan BC and  I knew it would be awesome because I had already received it into existence. I arrived at the parking lot at excatly same time as a mother /daughter duo and we had lots of fun dancing and chatting.  I discovered that those " juggling sticks" I brought attract kids like a bee to honey and so I was able to engage with kids of all ages. FUN FUN FUN!! After, Spirit of the West finished their set, I reluctantly headed toward my car to go home. Let's face it, my dancing feet had given me all they had to give. Just as I was leaving I met a friend (one of 5 people that I actually knew prior the festivities)who invited me to stay overnight in her loft. I SAID "YES TO THE LOFT", which meant that I could return to the festival the next day for more dancing. The next morning, I went to the chapel on the festival grounds for a concert and I swear to you that when I existed, the entire festival opened up even wider. I saw stuff that was not there the day before. (At least it wasn't available to me).  Once again a piece of clothing appeared that transformed my outfit from fairy to Sexy Goddess. Now the bee to honey were the men. LOL I attracted an amazing dancing partner and we whirled like swirling dervishes around the dance floor. When you find a great dance partner, magic happens. By the end of weekend I felt ecstatic and wondered if this is the new me that I am receiving into existence. Am I the ecstasy? SHOW ME MORE! BRING IT!

BTW: Also received a new large tent with two chairs and two sleeping bags (came as a kit) And a surprise inheritance of a small sum of $ from my mother who departed almost two years ago. Thanks for the tent Mother!! 

If you want to open to the flow and become a receiver too, join  us for a FREE Teleseminar on August 14th, 2014. Sign up here!

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Your stuff is not you!!

Having recently returned to Vancouver Island from Hawaii, I am now lighter by a tooth and a storage unit!! Both empty spaces have filled me with new potential.  The tooth needed a root canal and was a source of an dull ache for nearly 4 months. I knew that it was time to say goodbye to an old friend. It had a  crown filling and had survived more than 20 years. It was causing imbalances in other body systems as well as mixed infection in my mouth. As I sat in the dentists office questioning my decision to let it go, I saw a man across the street with one missing leg. I thanked the universe for the reality check and sent my mind on a holiday while the tooth was yanked. When asked if  I wanted to take the tooth home as a keepsake,   I relied "hell no". As for the storage , I had been attempting to  give it away for months but it wouldn't budge. It was like sticky fly  tape. I would attempt to give it away and then take it all back in my mind when nobody claimed it. A cellular upgrade I received in Hawaii provided  information and data that allowed me to see that my stuff is not me. The stuff is just stuff and we give it all the meaning that it has.  Before it became ours, it was an item in a warehouse. Before that it was just raw materials. So what does it really have to do with us other than the definitions that we have given it? Our stuff becomes a source of comfort to us when we have forgotten who we are. When we remember, we begin to see that the whole Universe is constantly attempting to give to us, all the time, 24/7. So giving away stuff that is no longer assisting me to evolve is a cause for celebration. Now that my storage is empty, and there is space in my mouth, I have room to receive what is here for me now. I am excited to see what will enter in to create even more beauty for me in my spaces and places. When I left  Hawaii,  I knew I could no longer walk in the same shoes, so I literally gave them away. As soon as I arrived in BC, two new pairs of shoes presented for my comfort and for dancing!! Thank you Universe. Keep it coming. 

I offer each of you who reads this blog, a heart felt invitation to let go of your stuff. Empty your storage and set yourself free!! It is a liberation that is beyond perfection You don't have to give it all way. Let go of what is done and no longer supports you personally. Is grandmothers china  a wonderful instrument of love or is it an anchor weighing down your cabinet and creating sluggishness in your organs? It is all related. If it is the later, I would be taking it to the nearest pawn shop. If family members object, pawn it off on them. It will be a great tool for their transformation, albeit a harder pathway. When it is gone, you don't need to know what is next. It will be good. The universe is a friendly place. When we evolve past limited thinking , the walls of a perceptual warehouse crumble and what  is revealed will make you laugh so hard you will cry with tears of genuine humour at  your own limited thinking.  Imagine everything..this is what awaits. Seems easy to let go of a few things when you can see that everything wants to given to you.  

As I travelled through Kauai, I realized that It was time for me to create something that would be a wide open invitation for other people to experience what has ben revealed to me. I sourced out of the best of the best of everything and created a Quantum Play Journey to Kauai Hawaii. This WONDERFUL Adventure is now ready for participants to climb aboard. LET'S PLAY

If you are ripe with the need/potential to know what is possible and have the courage to walk side by side with us into the unknown, this journey is for you. Permanent life changing shifts are available for all in attendance  All you have to do is show up!"

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