Happy 50th Birthday to my best friend!!

Today, Sept 30th, I  celebrate my 50th birthday. I thought I would want to push it away, but  instead it feels really amazing. SURPRISE…..the party is happening within me .  To me, 50  looks like five interconnected golded rings.  It's sound is the sustaining notes of the  " FIVE GOLDEN RINGS" of  "The 12 days of Christmas".

 Fifty is  is a doorway ………

And I though it was going to be a bummer..hahahhhahahahaha!!

 When I look in the mirror now, my best friend looks back at me. As I play with my reflection, I wonder how I can keep my skin looking young and fresh and then we (me and myself in the mirror) have a great laugh. We know it doesn't matter and I also wonder for the fun of it what else is possible? Can the body regenerate and last much longer than we thought if the conditions of it's existence change? I wonder about this because I want to know if I have been limiting my choices.  So far, what I am noticing is that as I  open to my true authentic being, I care less about aging and yet I look and feel younger.  I gave myself the gift of a facial for my birthday LOL. Honestly it just appeared to me as an option that felt super nurturing and I wanted to give my best friend an awesome gift. 

 Each of the afore mentioned five golden rings also have gifts for me …gifts of love. This is what I see as I jump through each  ring and align with the one who is receiving  …..

Gifts of expression: A wondrous Carousel ride... with many friends spiralling  around like dolphins, singing and eating hand made chocolate truffles. A Cups Flash mob….if you know how do the cups from the movie "Pitch Perfect"..you are IN. Singers and dancers also welcome. Lot of singing and dancing and playing comes through this golden ring of delight.

Romance….a glass of wine shared with the beloved of my heart as we arise in love through physical pleasure and unified heart field. This is a relationship of the heart. A natural outcome of this golden ring.

Deep purpose immersion…. travelling together in pods all over the planet.  Opening to love in deep playtime. More singing and dancing and swimming and joy. Assisting humanity through quantum play journeys.

Optimal health…. body holds nothing..stores nothing….not controlled by anything..free to be a body as an instrument .  No struggle or questions. The body shows me what it needs and it is given.  Easy peasy!

Gifts of unexpected adundances…..de-linking from the idea that money comes from hard working and aligning with all abundances as a birthright. Yummy!!

I say YES To all of it! OR better! I say YES to letting all of the golden rings show me who I am…for real!

When I came here to this planet 50 years ago,  I said to myself "NEVER AGAIN".  What I meant is that I would not suffer from a false identity. I would not be the fool or be fooled by what I see and hear. I am here to be me… to be my pure angelic heart.  I am here to go way beyond the life of my dreams! Each one of the 5 golden rings is a fast track to love . 

   I am so grateful for my divine heart!