Friday, 14 February 2014

LOVE IS WHAT WE DISCOVER WHEN FEAR DISSOLVES


I have been on the island of Kauai for 15 days to date .  In this land of laser fast manifestation, the less  I direct the better.  I am experiencing  a very gentle dissolvement of fear as the alchemy of my higher levels and the island combine to inform my body of a new paradigm. To inform me of LOVE.  It isn't actually new, because it is as old as the universe(it is the universe) but it feels like renewal . It is a complete cellular rejuvenation. A dynamic cellular shift from a state of domination and control to a state that is so wide open it is allowing me to take up residence in my own body . The state of domination and control that I am referring to is a  subtle worry that moves around from one body part to another like a worm, creating physical and/or emotional pain,  carrying with it mis information about the reality of safety and love.  As I  have said many times before in this blog, safety (love)  is an inside job. As all identity is dissolved, safety (love) becomes the reality of a wide openness that encompasses everything and therefore has nothing to defend against . SAFETY (LOVE)  IS WHO WE ARE. IT IS WHAT WE DISCOVER WHEN FEAR DISSOLVES.

OPENING TO A MARRIAGE OF THE HEART
I was strolling along the beach yesterday playing my Ukulele and a woman emphatically called me towards her, intrigued by my ukulele playing and unwilling to miss an opportunity to be serenaded. She said to me , "you are a beautiful young women and you will meet someone soon. Maybe even here on the island. " The way this presented was so unusual and so passionate that I walked away feeling that I been hand delivered  a note that the beloved of my heart would soon enter the stage.  My mastery teacher William Linnville tells me that this will be a beautiful challenge for me. . He says, " I love your independence, and it can work for you hands down, but not when your independence is dependent on how many football fields you can keep others away. Your challenge is how close can  you let dear brothers in." Last week I met someone with whom I had an instant sweet and heartfelt connection. As I walked along the beach, I suddenly looked up and saw a beautiful man smiling in my direction. I sat with him and we chatted effortlessly making a loose plan to meet the next day. As this unfolded, I opened and let myself be available with great clarity Nothing came of it, because he was not yet available to let love flourish but it felt wonderful to stand at the edge and be available to fly forward.

Come to the edge," he said. They said, "We are afraid." Come to the edge," he said. They came. He pushed them...and they flew.” ― Guillaume Apollinaire.


 OHANA…Soul family!


Hiking and climbing barefoot in the mud and rain and feeling the resonance of the land beneath my feet.


Wailua River Valley




The bounty at the end of a great day of hiking and exploring. Thank you to Danny Hashimoto our tour guide for a wonderful day , for the great photos and the amazingly beautiful and tasty treats.



1 comment:

  1. Oh Colette... I loved reading this and could 'feel' your happiness. As I am writing this, I am smiling and looking forward to reading more about your adventures towards peace. :)

    Michele

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